CALAMITY,
You wore a soldier’s uniform.
I took a wreath of skins.
We bloomed. Radium & sky
going down like your mouth
on mine. In my killing-dreams
every bullet was a kiss,
each house owned by thieves.
Imagine the stars are widows.
They live alone & drink early,
licked on occasion by a tongue
of cloud. The twelfth house
rules secrets when all you
have is trigger. Now the rain
reminds me. I was just a girl.
The night wrought a tent
between us. He made warnings
of love where none lived & you
were my savior, neither widow
nor wife. I was your apprentice,
taking up the rifle.
Yours,
Annie
FLOOD SEASON, LOCUST TIME
Rivers divide earth & fill the divide or more:
On the plains
we must endure A secret surfacing, silt-truth
thick in the mouth, flood:
Or locust time: Dry, nothing, God’s sky rising
from the earth certain & desperate
Everything measured in the time the wind takes
to blow it away
Grandmother went without speaking
the season she lost a baby & the stream’s
rushing
Bled into the thrum of milk, breasts soldered in
gauze:
A stained gingham unearthed at her death
That year,
said a son, the greasy moon of his fingernail
brief to the hem
Snow melted, water rose obliterating until
shoots came
from the ground & life again, belly round by
autumn:
Or: My aunt staring at the pattern of cracked
earth
each morning: Went mad, waiting for a message to
tell
How you face noon Go on in the wake of a husband
shipped out for Korea & the roof nearly blown
from the house
Those years
we had next to nothing,
she said,
tightening her fist down to zero
& hope broke away like a continent in my chest,
daughter born
in a locust time: No sweet in my acid, except
The neighbor-girl’s legs were strong like a
boy’s & deserved worship in denim—
The kiss she gave was like coming home after a
long absence Going down
to the root cellar Discovering a way to breathe
When the temperature hits a hundred
degrees::Desire::
became not a statue but cavern & damp
Constants revealed despite circumstance:
delicate bone
of the collar, shudder of pleasure discovering
that with the slightest stretch
All releases back into sleep, colors behind
closed eyes,
dark & bitter coffee at dawn
& touch:
Each time we push a child like a stone through
our body we suckle him
until the next season arrives with its news
Subjected to a world that forgets::We survive
because we don’t understand
Exactly what we’ve lost: the boys tied that
butch neighbor-girl to a tree & beat her
until she lost an eye
My aunt locked the screen door against the
officer who came bearing the news
Just before sleep, the next baby loosened his
grip on grandmother’s arm—
Too much like death: Warnings are plenty::Or no
message waits
Outside: a steady rain, or dust
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